I still haven't finished uploading the pictures, i'll have the list first :D


shall write messages to everyone soon, or else my mom will KILL me (exams tomorrow)

lots of pictures and MAYBE a video. aiya just something nice coming up soon, but

THANKYOU, REALLY! :D :D :D

the best part of celebrating your birthday ain't really the stuff you'll get but the people who actually remembers it right! so even if its an sms, i'll still love it as much (i don't want to delete omg)

i have MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE STUFF (maybe emo) to say, but for now, i'll just say thankyou to all of you ^_^


I HAVE TO STUDY SOON!!!!!! DDDDD: zzzzzzzz



Alright lets start with the SUPER EARLY wishes haha

-TINGWEI & YINGJUN! (with a present)
-ANNIA'S MOM (10 days earlier but she wished again today, anw :D)
-DADDY (well cause he's overseas now but he called today :D)
-GRANDMA (with an angpao!)


and then yesterday before 12!

-Cassandra lim with an sms!
-patrick on msn
-sheena on sms!
-my tuition teacher with hmm, a cake.
-felicia lin on sms



and then, starting from 12am! (or rather, 12:01) in order,

for SMS-es :D

1) kaiying!
2) ashley!
3) Anna!
4) Jiaying!
5) Peixuan!

6) Alicia (morning!)
7) Leongying!
8) Felicia Lim!
9) Annia!
10) Liu!
11) Jiaye!
12) Tingwei!
13) Carol!
14) jesslin!
15) Yeni!
16) Isabel leong!
17) Claire chin!
18) Megan!
19) Sunyu!
20) Isabel Low!
21) Anqi!
22) Raymond!
23) Nicole!
24) My brother!
25) Gohbin!
26) Minle!
27) Yannis Ong!
28) Brenda!
29) Godwin!

phone call! (only one, actually haha!)

1) JASMINE PANG-SEH! haha I was supershocked (and glad!) that you called cause hello I didn't hear your voice before LOL. esp when you talked in canto and you sounded like a mom (that's no offence k!) but YAYY!!! :D now i have your number, I can do something weird someday! :D

I'm free on weekends i think kuai dian lai tampines gen wo men chi fan! :D

btw, she's my brother's university friend HAHA I talked to her cause I koped my brother's com the other time HMM!



on tags! :D

1) peixuan
2) isabel
3) godwin
4) denise
5) leona
6) terie
7) tingwei
8) raymond


and on Msn! :D

1) yihao!
2) Dewei!
3) Tingwei!
4) Raymond!
5) Gerald!
6) Christina liew!
7) Rayseen!
8) Georgina!



on friendster! :D

1) isabel leong
2) cassandra lim
3) agnes
4) dewaine
5) kyla (i only know her name, actually)
6) alaine
7) annalisa


ANYWAY EVEN THOUGH ITS IN ORDER IT DOESN'T MATTER, CAUSE I'LL STILL BE AS HAPPY THAT YOU REMEMBERED OKAY! :D so dont' bother about that I'm still thankful ^_^

so i'm really very touched ESP. its the exam period! :D:D:D:D



and OF COURSE THERE WERE THOSE WHO WISHED ME PERSONALLY! :D

not in order:

Terie!
Riane!
Jiaying and Yeeying!
Peixuan and Tingwei!
Cindy!
NgikHiong!
Felicia Lim!
Jeanette!
Christina!
Leona yeo!
Yipeng!
Yihao!
Felicia Lin!
Sheena!
Erica!
KAIYING ANNA ANNIA ALICIA SIYUN ASHLEY! :D
Isabel low!
Baochuan!
Grace!
Germaine!
Chinyee!
Leongying!
Nicole!
Yingzhi!
Rayseen!
Megan!
Gina!
Shuting!
Sunyu!
MrsMohan (HAHAHA!!!!)



and those who GAVE ME PRESENTS!!! :D

KAIYING, ANNA, ANNIA, ALICIA, SIYUN, ASHLEY!
they gave me a huge board with pictures, a pair of babyshoes, three soft toys (two dogs one cat), a necklace and a set of CUTE utensils with cakes on top! :D

Ashley had a strawberry plush and a card, ali and ky had cards too but aww I ALREADY LOVED EVERYTHING ALOT OKAY! :D :D :D I LOVE YOU GUYS OMG!!!! really, thankyou and you all tricked me on friday omg! O: hahah. BUT I LOVED THEM ALOT OKAY! :D YOU GUYS ARE RETARDZ TOOOO!

ERICA!
we haven't been talking for a loong time, but she still gave me a really long letter and a fila bag! thanks! ^_^ since she won't be seeing this..thanks anyway!!

YIHAO!
a teddybear and a starshaped card! thanks hahaha! ^_^ and actually plus the rhapysody in blue (full) score! and all joe hisaishi ones!!

NGIKHIONG!
a starshaped bottle with folded paperstars and a rolled up vangard sheet with a LOONNG letter inside! thankyou i was very touched when i read the letter kay ^_^

ISABEL!
scores for beauty and the beast and a REALLY touching letter that almost made me cry! .. during assembly some more omg!

TINGWEI/YINGJUN!
a present wrapped with 20+ layers of NEWSPAPER that came early HAHAHA, it was a pretty star shaped necklace! :D:D:D:D

PEIXUAN!
A PICTURE WITH WORDS FOR ME BUT ITS HER OWN PICTURE I'M SO GOING TO POST THE PICTURE UP HERE OKAY HAHAH BUT I STILL LOVE YOU GOHPEIXUAN I REALLY DO! :D


yes hello xuaneeee :D I know you'll love me FOREVER :D

FELICIA LIM!
FELICIABERRYCIA! omg the snapple and bambi freshies are all super cute okay!! plus the DOLL with 360 degrees rotating head WITH A TEDDYBEAR'S BODY HAHA okay i know you love me too sleepy misses MOMO! :D :D

CAROL/RAYMOND!
yayy a pencilbox! :D hmm both of you study well too HAHAHA go drag more people for kbox-ing one fine day yo ^_^

MUMMY!
a super SUPER NICE HAND-MADE CARD WITH LOADS OF WORDS AND I SWEAR THE CARD WAS THE NICEST THING ON EARTH OMGGGG! she made a fruit cake (as in REALLY just fruits)



okay i think the rest are seriously busy with exams (and BIG THANKS to those who gave today because it means something moreee yay, and the RETARDZ birthday board omg! :D:D:D:D) so there'll be others soon I guess! :D so...



CONCENTRATE ON YOUR EXAMS EVERYONE! :D :D :D

TWO MORE DAYS!!!!!!!


GOODLUCK TO THOSE TAKING ORALS!


and oh, did i forget to leave anyone out? ^_^


❤tingwei, happy 16th birthday emma! says:
since you decided to put my name on ur blog. i shall not write emma is ________

2d'06­­ ­ ­ EMMAANNAEMMA! ANNAEMMAANNA! (: THANKYOUU! :D (and omg tingwei! <3>)
are you honoured to see mine ^_^


hahaha :D but i really am honoured HAHA i was shocked to see it lollll~




goodnight! :D

wait hold on while i get the post done (but I haven't written messages for everyone yet D:)


so wait patiently okay, but...

THANKYOU EVERYBODY I LOVE YOU GUYS! :D

You know what day is it tomorrow?

WE'RE HAVING OUR AMATHS PAPER 2!!



they decided to give me a huge red pimple on my nose as a birthday present this year, it'll probably be as red as rudolph's tomorrow and I'll probably have to remember it for the rest of my life O:

so, who wants to get a sleigh? I'll fly you to antarctica and see santa at work, great deal ain't it!


[BTW TAG SPAM IS IN THE POST ABOVE THE QUIZ ^_^]

this'll be here ^_^

Its mutual, ain't it, because I have the exact same words to say to you, carboncopy - nothing less, and perhaps even more, really, thanks!


That's crushed ice :D



I'll make a promise to whoever out there that cares about me (yes, my family/friends)...I'll really, really work hard after this week and not sleep during the exams (especially maths) anymore!

You can mark my words.

Go on, whip out that notebook of yours and carve it out, right there.

I can't believe I can actually remember everything and know what to reply HAHA! okay tag more so you can test my memory, maybe? hahaha

TAG SPAM!! (replies for 13 days LOL!)


17june
gtgw: ur skin reminds me of kaho's blog
{hahaha it just occured to me..it does! haha}

Liu: I WHERE GOT CRY
Liu: HELLO! dun anyhow say hor, act least i dun cry when ppl taking video =D
{YOU NEVER CRY HOR? whatever I'm crying cause i'm a real woman HAHA.}


18june
ngik hiong: wahahaha studying at the airport rocks ok! and u r finally loving the airport!!! wheeee
{haha YES IT DOES :D YUP AND I DO LOVE THE AIRPORT! where do you normally go? lol}

Jason: Haha....Hong Zhe don't cry in front of video...only when the housekeeping lady come in to clean the room....
{hahaha and then she had to offer some towel to him...}

anna: I feel so sad now that I've finished it): So tragic! ):
{YES! SORA KARA FURU ICHIOKU FOREVER OMG! ): i love kimutaku!! he looks so gorgeous and hot and cool and mysterious okay i better stop ahah}


19june
anna: LOL GO AND DIE EMMA. MY EYESSS~ HAAHAHAHAHAH
{hahaha THE ANNA SUCKS SONG!! i'll post it up soon eh! ^_^ MY EYES HAS VITREOUS HUMOR IN IT LOL!!!}

ELiz: HEYX u have been tagged to do a quiz at my blog (:
{haha omg i'm so outdated! shall do it when i'm free :D elizzz ah did you miss me HAHA}


20june
isabel: yes jason i so agree with you (:
{aww, of course you agree with jason don't you ^_^}

Jason: CHOIR DAY WAS FUN!!! HAHAHAHA!!!! Being a GM rox!
{what is GM saikang warrior? LOL YES AHH I DIDN'T GO DD: DO YOU ALL HAVE PHOTOS LOL!!}


21june
anon: where is the video o.o, study at beach =.= lolll
{lol its not up YET :D haha the beach is a conducive environment for studying okay! ^_^ hello anon :D}

yingjun: hello emmaaaaa [: how's your studying getting along? hope you're doing fine alrightttt. JY haha we'll always be behind you!
{hello JUNNN! :D hahaha BAD i can't concentrate OMG D: but well, i hope i'm doing fine too HAHA THANKYOU! FOR YOUR MANY LAYERED PRESENT TOO! :D:D:D:D}

anqi: ello emamamaaaaaa! gosh th sunsets are so prettyyyy!!! =D
{hello LOOLOOO! :D yeah they're so pretty rightttt! such a romantic venue hahaha suitable for MARIMOs to bask in the sun~}


23june
PUNK & BABYs: ha ha you should wear a jacket like mine!
{hahaha like i will!! go wear your tail la LOL it looks damn warm o_O}

Liu: ALL THE BEST!
{THANKYOU! :D}

YiHao: You'll be fine. Give it time ;D
{Haha thanks, hopefully ^_^ four months...!!!}


24june
peixuan: emma, if u see this tag before 2nd july, SMACK YOURSELF HARD ON YOUR ASS!!! STUDYYYY!!!! RAWR. D= JIAYOU ALRIGHT!!! ^^
{HAHA I DID SEE IT BEFORE 2nd AND I'M REPLYING TO IT! MY ASS WILL BE SO HARD BY THENNN! D: my maths is like OMG la hahahaha! YOUR PRESENT IS IN THE MAKING! :D:D:D:D}

Jason: GD LUCK FOR YOUR MYEs!!!!!
Jason: somehow you were the only one on my links that I nvr wish good luck
Jason: today then I realised...
Jason: and I dun mind tagging on ur blog and u dun tag on mine! Its okay!
{thankyou! (i shall call you saikang warrior) hahaha serious! okay then, hope it worked :D okay but i'll still tag on yours and LINK YOU SOON! lol :D}

isabel: hey emma jiayous for everything! its great you arent stressed its not a very good motivator you know..
isabel: im obviously breaking from a long session of mugging! (:
{hahha thanks isabel :D yup, i like being not stressed :D hahaha so can you read my posts now LOLLL}

anqi: hahas thx lor ... jiayou in yr mugging!! =DD
{i wasn't joking okay! i think you're fringe is cute like a duck la! :D not marimo though ^_^}


25june
jaxie101: wow. i have now realized tht we are a lot alike. lol =]
{do i...know you? o_O hi, anyway...}

peixuan: MAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMA!!!! hahahahahahaha. smack your head 10 times before the 2nd of july!!! hahahahaha. it will make u smarter. ^^ hohohohoho.
{XUANENENENENENENENENENENENENENENENENENENENENENEENENENENENE!!!! hahahhaha noooo ): I'M ALREADY SMART NO NEED YOU TO SMACK ME OKAY HAHAHA:D:D:D}


26june
tingwei: hahas. emma! glad you like the present xD xD
{HELLO TINGWEI! :D yup i loved it but took SUPER LONG to unwrap it (bet it took long to wrap it up too O:) anyway the necklace is really pretty! :}

isabel: hey dear its okay haha blogging is for your feelings not others.. wah that bio paper sucks!
{hahha okayokay ^_^ YUP IT SUCKS TO THE COREEEE D:}

yeNi: i thought i was reading my own life story larh! haha JIAYOU MANZ(:
{hahaha! the papers were ): RIGHT! D: JIAYOU TOO MANZ! FOUR MORE SUBJECTS FOR YOU! GL! :D}

peixuan: YAY. =D THANK YOU MAMA!! ^^ ALL THE BEST ALRIGHT!!! ^^ I CANT WAIT TILL YOUR EXAMS ARE OVER!! oh, can i give you yours after your exams too? =D hehheh. eating is GOOD. eat more carbo! =D
peixuan: it will last LONGER!
{WELCOME XUANEEE! sorry i couldn't give you your present on the day itself okay, i'm really sorry! D: YUP I WANT TO GO OUT WITH YOU! :D okay, sure hahh I LIKE VEGETABLES :D:D:D hahha carbo will make me hyperactive LOL!}


27june
anna: HAHAH YES YOU GOT ME THINKING ABOUT THE SONG DURING BIO PAPER UNTIL I STARTED DAYDREAMING. AND I ALWAYS DAYDREAM DURING EXAMS HOW
{HAHAHA YES THE SONG IS ADDICTIVE WHAT THAT'S WHY! :D HAHA I ALWAYS SLEEP OMG WE SHOULD PROMISE OURSELVES TO NOT DO THESE THINGS RIGHTTTTT! YAY JIAYOU FOUR MORE PAPERS! :D}

peixuan: MAMA. BE SAD NO MORE!!! AND ALSO, YOUR FREEDOM IS IN FIVE DAYS!!! AND BETTER STILL, YOUR BIG DAY IS IN THREE DAYS!! ^^ HOHOHOHO. KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU. =D SO DONT FEEL SAD ANYMORE!! IN THE FUTURE TOO!!
peixuan: HAHAHAH. YAY. TYPING IN CAPS IS FUNFUNFUNFUNFUN!! HOHOHOHO.. ^^ YAY. EMMA IS LOVE!!! PEIXUAN IS LOVELIER!!! =DDDDDDDD
{OKAY XUANEEEE I'M VERY HAPPY NOW! FREEDOM IN THREE DAYS! HOHOHO! :D I LOVE YOU YOO, DEAR! I SHALL TRY TO STAY HAPPY! ^_^ YUP ITS FUN AND IT SEEMS LIKE THERE'S A WHOLE CHUNK OF WORDS LOLLL! PEIXUAN IS LOVEE EMMA IS LOVELOVELOVELIER! :D:D:D:D}


28june
ngik hiong: hey emma, cheer up
{thankyou ngik! I STILL THINK YOU WERE DAMN FUNNY ABOUT THE WRAPPING THING. "huh? i don't understand!"}

ashley: GO WATCH SEASON 3!!! neil is reallyyy good go watch kkkk!!!
{haha okay i agree neil is quite pro :D BUT CHELSIE IS LOVE OMG SHE'S SO DUPER PRO! MARK TOOOO! :D:D:D:D} SYTYCD IS COOL! :D}

terie: your interpretation is... HAHAHA, super long~
{hello rubber ball! :D hahaha its damn long i agree LOLL!}

nia: hey emma cheer up!! :D and the quiz thing is really funny:P
{haha yup thanks i'm happy now! :D hahahah yup its fun to do tooo! :D}


29june
yc: too much junk food no good HAHAHA later become fat. I mean err huge sized.
{HAHAHA BUT YOUR AMOUNT OF JUNKFOOD IS REALLY GAY. you grow vertically, anyway o_O}

Terie and I are bored so we're doing a quiz! :D

I'm sure you've seen this before, so basically we have to put our playlists on SHUFFLE and answer the questions without cheating or skipping songs.

Okay, I admit, I cheated for two songs (and only two songs) because they're in Japanese and I'm lazy to find out their meanings.

OKAY SORRY BUT I HAVE A TENDENCY TO WRITE LOADS OF WORDS. (and all silly and crappy too HAHA)

SO...to prevent you from being bored, I'VE PUT HEART SHAPED DIVIDERS AFTER EVERY QUESTION!!! (there's only 20 anyway)




1. How are you feeling today?
(Robbie williams - BEYOND THE SEA)
I feel like my heart lies beyond the sea. It's far beyond the stars, near beyond the moon. I'll have to row a boat to retrieve it, but I will.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2. how far will you get in life?
(Journey - Don't stop believeing)
If you don't stop believing, you'll go far :D

Dont stop believin, hold on to the feelin'~

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

3. How do your friends see you?
(George gershwin - RHAPSODY IN BLUE)
The hell? My life's a rhapsody in blue, I'm blue sometimes I guess. NOT ALWAYS, THOUGH. So I'll blow my blues out of life with that clarinet solo (I don't know how to play it) with jazz and rhythm, yo.

So..what do you see me as?

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

4. Will you get married?
(Brahms: Triumphlied, Op. 55 - Lebhaft)
Now lets see. Triumplied. Triumph lied to me? Right, Triumph is the brand of an underwear!!

Triumph lies to their customers that it'll make them sexy, but well my future husband won't care about how sexy I am (or not, actually)....

so yeah, I'll get married to a husband that won't care about that and lead a happy life :D

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

5. What's your best friend's theme song?
(hugh grant and haley bennett - WAY BACK INTO LOVE)
:D Well I'm sure she likes it ^_^

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

6. What's the story of your life?
(林俊杰・金莎 - 期待爱)
Oh, so my heart yearns for love, sweet sweet love. Damn , am i corny or what?!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

7. What was high school (secondary school) like?
(high and mighty colour - ichirin no hana)
Ichirin no hana means the lone flower. NOOOOO I DON'T WANT TO LIVE A LIFE OF LONELINESS WHERE'S MY HEAVEN? THE ONE FOR EVERYONE?

I was afraid i'd get something like that, dammit. Yes i hate loneliness TO THE CORE.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

8. How can you get ahead in life?
(wang lee hom - forever love)
With forever love from my friends and family I'll move on with life, get past all my obstacles and hmm, get ahead! ;D

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

9. What is the best thing about your friends?
(m2m - wanna be where you are)
They wanna be where I am. Aww, that's sweet ^_^

So Wherever I go, whatever I do, they will be right there waiting for me? :D To comfort me and make me strong!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

10. What's in store this weekend?
(put your hands up) some instrumental song
OOH YEAH! IMMA CRAZY GIRL AND 'M GONNA PUT MY HANDS UP, WAVE IT ALL AROUND, 'LL SMACK IT ON YOUR FACE FOR ALL I CARE

and land up in the clinic for a sprained arm but yeah baby, its worth it.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

11. What song describes you?
(Queen - you don't fool me)
Nope, I won't fool you. Everything, EVERYTHING'S the truth, just that it'll take time to get out ;D

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

12. To describe your grandparents?
(namie amuro - how to be a girl)
My grandparents tried to be girls, but they obviously failed, that's how my relatives and parents popped out I guess.

Lesbianism ain't accepted in the society then, ya know?

Oh dammit, I should be thankful they listened to this song, or I wouldn't be here aye?

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

13. What song will they play at your funeral?
陶喆 - 祝你幸福
Thanks, I'd need the best of luck in heaven.

Nobody gets too much heaven no more, its much harder to come by and i'm waiting in line (TOO MUCH HEAVEN BY BEEGEES),

so I hope this song shall be the CATALYST to speed up my process of happiness in heaven.

Nobody gets too much love no more, hope it comes in heaven :D

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

14. How does the world see me?
(Queen - Too much love will kill you)
Too much love will kill me everytime eh? I think I said that before, haha. I'm emotionally driven so well, I'll try to not let it kill me then ^_^

If I cant make up my mind, Torn between the love and the love I leave behind, headed for disaster, cause I never read the signs....

please knock some sense into me then :]

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

15. Will you have a happy life?
(Utada hikaru as Cubic U - work things out)
Working things out makes me happy, of course. Its the sense of accomplishment, so CHEERS TO THIS SONG :D

though...the name cubic U makes no sense, utada.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

16. What do your friends really think of you?
(ayumi hamasaki - depend on you)
Thanks, I'll do my best to let you depend on me everytime ^_^

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

17. Do people secretly lust after you?
梁咏琪 - 愛自已
Well...SO YOU DON'T LUST AFTER ME AND INSTEAD LUST AFTER YOURSELF?!

If you don't want me, at least find another person okay, its for your own good.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

18. How can I make myself happy?
(Mr big - to be with you)
That's corny, so do i have to explain? Well, but I'd rather not be with Mr big (whoever he is) , cause I'm kinda small, y'know?

Anyway...I need you boo, I gotta see you boo, cause our hearts' all over the world tonight, and our hearts' all over the world tonight....HAHA. THIS IS WITH YOU BY CHRIS BROWN! (Y)

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19. What should you do with your life?
(gwen stefanie - hollaback girl)
THE HELL I'M NOT GONNA BE A HOLLABACK GIRL. damn this song zzz. I'll only ROAR (not holler) at you if you eat my dinner or lunch and nothing else tyvm!

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20. Will you ever have children?
(Elvis Presley - Always on my mind)
Whoever my future husband will be....yes, I've always wanted children since i was in kindergarten so yup...

but elvis' hairstyle ain't really my taste so cut it before the baby arrives on the surface of the earth!

And will you please let me name them CHLOE or FRANCESCA, thanks.




Okay, i'm so retarded. Thanks for reading my LOOONNGGGG answers HAHAHA, or did you even read them lol.




AND YOU KNOW WHAT! :D

I WAS DAMN EMO AT FIRST (omg emo for two consecutive days)

BUT I FEEL HAPPY AFTER DOING THIS QUIZ CAUSE ITS SILLY AND HAPPY

AND YOU KNOW WHAT I DID A WHOLE MATHS WORK SHEET WITH 20+ QUESTIONS! :D

read only if you want to waste time delving into the depths of my..soul. I just need an outlet, yeah. And...I think everybody's tired of my rants ain't they? It should be ending soon...yup.


Mmm, I think ALOT about everything?

yes, everything, even if it means pointless stuff most won't worry about. That's why I remember almost every single thing (involving people) in my life. Studies..they just get in my brain for the sufficient amount of time for exams and after that, half of it stays there and the rest just disappears. That's...not my point for today.

So lets say, you decide to randomly blurt out "a, b, c, d, e, ..... z". I'll start wondering what each letter means, how should i string them together such that they'll mean something, and insert random facts about the person's life into it. Sorry if that sounds freaky, I wish I could do the same for maths, huh? Sometimes there's just SO MUCH in a day I have to (or, unconsciously) think about. There's when EMO DAYS pop up.

Yesterday had been some kind of emotional ride for me since the afternoon, sorry I'm so emotionally driven, but nothing can be done at the moment. I cry easily (don't worry, not a single tear fell out yesterday), laugh easily, get affected by others easily, get hints from others easily (though I may not show it, or maybe its just over sensitivity), become crazy easily...damn it, do they call that temperamental?

and if you talk to me in a friendly manner, i'll never stop. sorry if that's freaky, too.



this'll be edited, just needed space for something else ^_^

Just to fill some space up, yup.


I wanted to say "I feel like a sucker right now, everything's not going well today, nothing at all"...but come to think of it that'll let those who tried cheering me up won't it? and yup about the flood of tags (which i totally appreciate)...replies shall be up soon.

SYTYCD cheers me up, chelsie is cool. and pretty. and pro.(although its so long ago i think, haha)



Right, thankyou kaiying, i repeated that 16 times!!!!



Studies have shown that women who have better friendships sleep better. (taken from reader's digest)

what, you mean men don't get affected?!?!




Seriously, i've got something nice to blog about but hah, maybe tomorrow.

Got through my geography paper 2 and history today.

Geog was surprisingly fine and I'd say not bad, and history..I wouldn't really say it was screwed up badly, though it wasn't too well done either.


I slept at 11 and woke up at 1 just to study for my geography, in the end only half of tourism got in. THANKYOU to leongying for giving me the wake up call at 2+, if not I would have really slepptttt.

But actually, something similar happened. With management of one chapter left PLUS everything of history, my exhausted soul plopped on bed and soon I fell into a deep slumber. I clearly remember dreaming about something familiar, yup. But as I jerked up from vigorous taps on my shoulder, my eyes could barely see the words on the clock that read 06:00.


GREAT. that means i have my history totally untouched. Its not like lessons are so interesting either hmmm. Really freaked out at that point in time, thinking about what I'd write here, defeated by the history paper, saddened me. Nonetheless, I managed to cram in almost everything for geog (besides ecotourism).


BIG THANKS, BIG THANKS to KAIYING AND SIYUN for helping me SO MUCH before the history paper. They basically read the points out for me (maybe audio does help) and thank goodness they stayed in my brain till the end of the exam. If not...I would have been dead meat. Not that I'm saying I'll do well, I mean, 45 minutes is gay.



Lunched with Anna Kaiying Ashley and Kobayashi (eastpoint), my soup tasted horrible and I still have no appetite for anything whatsoever.


Screw my screwed up body clock.



I'm sorry you'll have to read all this, but well hmm. I don't know what to say.

I don't know why i chose this song, but since I say something about I was born to love you everyday I might as well put something different!



Queen - heaven for everyone

This could be heaven
This could be heaven
This could be heaven for everyone

In these days of cool reflection
You come to me and everything seems alright
In these days of cold affections
You sit by me - and everythings fine

This could be heaven for everyone
This world could be fed, this world could be fun
This could be heaven for everyone
This world could be free, this world could be one

In this world of cool deception
Just your smile can smooth my ride
These troubled days of cruel rejection, hmm
You come to me, soothe my troubled mind

Yeah, this could be heaven for everyone
This world could be fed, this world could be fun
This could be heaven for everyone, yeah
This world should be free, this world could be one
We should bring love to our daughters and sons

Love, love, love, this could be heaven for everyone

You know that
This could be heaven for everyone
This could be heaven for everyone

Listen - what people do to their souls
They take their lives - destroy their goals
Their basic pride and dignity
Is stripped and torn and shown to pity
When this should be heaven for everyone

OKAY EMO NO MORE!

I'M BACK TO NORMAL NOW CAUSE I JUST WROTE A WHOLE PARAGRAPH FULL OF CRAP IN CAPS WHICH IS CRAZY BUT YES WHATEVER!


wait, i mean, i'm back to normal :D

I'VE STILL GOT NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT!!!! (actually its in my mind but nah, its not gonna be here YET i can't blog properly in the afternoon i think)


THERE'S SERIOUSLY SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME TODAY. Either its emo day, weird day, no mood day, crappy day. Or maybe I just don't like going home too early.

Oh, i know what to say about today. Its a QUIET DAY CAUSE I CAN'T TALK NORMALLY AFTER LUNCH (something's really gotten into me).

My mom almost got pissed off at me cause I refused to say anything about my papers, hah. or rather, I came home without a word and looked like this >> :| And no, its DEFINITELY not because of my papers.


I'LL BE NORMAL RIGHT AFTER I DO SOMETHING BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT SOMETHING IS


I've been acting weird all day (AND THE IC PHOTO IN MY WALLET HAS BEEN OVERTURNED OMG DID I SLEEP WALK), I don't feel like eating and I'm here ranting my head off but I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M RANTING ABOUT BECAUSE I REALLY FEEL VERY SAD BUT I THINK I'M RIDICULOUS. I HAVE A HINT OF WHAT I'M SAD ABOUT BUT I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I'M FEELING SAD ABOUT IT.

TYPING IN CAPS MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. I THINK I'M ALSO CRAZY CAUSE I'M A SECRET RANT-ER AND I RANT HERE AND TYPE CRAP. BUT I STILL DON'T KNOW WHY I'M RANTING.

but anyway I STILL DON'T KNOW WHY I'M TROUBLED WHY AM I SO TROUBLED?!?!?!

good, so in the end i HAD to rant about how i don't know what I'm ranting about to make me feel better? that's weird.


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anyway thanks for asking/talking though I made the atmosphere so weird hmm! ^_^ (and i can own everybody in these kind of things sometimes.... D:)


okay and YAY NOW I DO FEEL BETTER CAUSE THE DAY IS NOT SO QUIET ANYMORE AND THEN TERIE JUST SAID HI TO ME AND SHE SAYS I SHOULD LISTEN TO BEYOND THE SEA YES I TOTALLY SHOULD BECAUSE I'M STILL ADDICTED TO THE SONG! :D



HEY YOU KNOW WHAT! I'M IN A GOOD MOOD AFTER LISTENING TO SONGS AND TYPING IN CAPS TO A DEAD OBJECT YAY.


MAYBE SOME ALIEN INVADED ME WHY AM I TALKING LIKE THAT ZZZZZ -___-

hah, i'll type later. Something's gotten into me and I feel sad.
ahh screwwwww.

No, its got nothing to with today's papers at all.

Seeyou, I'll be fine but I feel like doing nothing at all.


CAN SOMEBODY TALK TO ME THANKYOU. i want to talk to somebody, anybody will do. anybodyyyy. online, sms, whatever.


ah i feel like saying this again. SCREWWWW. dont worry (the apostrophe key isnt working) I wont spam you with just this word and i promise I wont rant

I thought of something really hilarious just now HAHA so it'll just appear here tomorrow :D

've been listening to the same 'ol songs these days, which are all pretty fantastic :D

(and for some reason I like using these >> y'know?) what are they called? hahaha you can ignore me for that.



Terie and I studied at a little library near our house, not sure if its conducive, because we swapped our mp3 players and kept copying song titles down.

Found this song in hers, its called "beyond the sea", rather old actually (released in 1959) , a 'lil bit of jazz in my opinion, but its under "big band" according to wikipedia, haha. I guess you'll get sick of it eventually but its still something fresh haha (well, for our era) :]




Didn't really study much as mentioned above, but at least we found a nicer place to study because homes totally don't work..



Kaiying and I decided to not study for the amaths paper at all...so she did bio and I slept for one hour during the paper itself before moving on to a few questions, all halfway done. Wouldn't have passed even if I studied anyway, even the pros found it tough yup.

i'm kinda amazed at myself actually, its the first time I've tried sleeping for such a long duration during a paper xD its..shiok.

So, I wrote a letter to her right at the start and even scribbled down the lyrics to "I was born to love you"! It kept playing and playing in my head, along with "too much love will kill you" (anna too haha!) Dammit they're all so addictive!



I don't know what to say about bio, I FELL ASLEEP WHILE STUDYING AGAIN. Came home after the studying session, ate and bathed, studied for half an hour (nothing entered) and sleeppptt.

So I woke up a few times in attempt to get some into my mind but my body clock is REALLY SCREWED so I went back to sleep till 6+. That's really great, luckily I already got alot of the content at macs hur.

The MCQ was TOUGHH...o_O, essay was QUITE fine but the open ended was tricky and..you can describe the rest yourself. I'll just fail or scrape a pass, yup. My favourite subject...died.


Last minute studying is not good, and killer papers are DEFINITELY not good.



I think we talked really loudly after the paper, cause of the excitement and all. Hmm, excitement...

Kaiying, Annia, Siyun, Anna and I headed down to mos burger for lunch. Ky and I forked out all the money we had in our wallets (besides the few cents) it was hilarious! AND, we ALWAYS end up getting free food :]

The last time we got a free fish burger, this time it was a pack of medium/large fries :D maybe the people like us or something, perhaps there'll be a free..milk tea or corn soup the next time round? :D



Okay, I better get my studying done (hopefully before 3 am)


read through development (not memorized), so i have tourism and food left for geog.

PLUS history, untouched (i'm only going to read through one i think)




My combi's such a heavy one D:

This is a lil early, but...(well, its in half an hours' time)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST PEIXUAN!

sorry I can't give you your present tomorrow, but it'll be a nice surprise for you anyway!

Okay so for your sake I'LL STUDY HARD FOR MY BIO AND DO YOU PROUD!
Gogogo for your ORALS too, i'll DA QI for you too and ask you to STUDY HARD!


Okay I really really miss going to choir, kicking, tickling, poking and talking to you!
Lets eat at eighteen chefs one day okay! Or you can teach me how to bake cookies! :D


So don't miss me too much cause I'll see you reallll soon (all free and happyyy!)
Enjoy your last half an hour as a fourteen year old girl!



Love, mamamamama :]



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hahaha its 2:15 pm right now, anna and i are starving like shit.

I WANT FOOD. my appetite's been rather awful these days, I spent hours at the airport yesterday and survived on just half a bowl of beancurd (horrible) and four pieces of sushi.

...then I get all types of weird pains in the stomach (mainly gastric though) at night.


Plus, I'm falling sick. Actually, everybody around me is falling sick. 'cmon man, we sleep at like, 3 am (or worse) everyday just for some frickin exam.

Hungriness makes me kinda cranky, dammit I still have many chapters of bio left.



I better be gone huh, goodluck for your exams~

Fill my life with gladness, ease my toubles that's what you do

Had some hell of a dream yesterday even though I fell asleep at 12 and woke up at 6:40.


Hah, so that just meant I only studied ABS and alkenes /alkanes. (and got some into my head on the way to school) I'll study a month before prelims.

Chem was a killer paper for me, duh, my chem has been making its way down the deep and dark abyss ever since the middle of sec three. I think its already made its way there actually, manifested with worms and 'lil maggots like what you'll find in the undergrowth of some tropical rainforest.

I've given up on it already, it'll remain as crap till I start studying for prelims :] (which'll hopefully work)

Some digression, so it was basically screwed, I kept falling asleep and couldn't read anything properly at all until half an hour was left...


Don't think I'll sleep early again tonight...


There was a break before the chinese paper, which was actually rather fine i guess, just that I kept nodding off again (for a few times) -.- So I ended up with blanks for one or two questions due to the lack of time zzz. I don't understand why sleeping more makes you tired.



Let's not talk about that, ky ash sy jy xh and i took a ride from Annia's mom in a RED CAR (THANKYOU :D)


Kaiying, Ashley and I studied at macdonalds, but I ran home to get my bio stuff and changed into a new set of clothes. Kept getting very very distracted at first, but it went rather well later on! Jess called and joined us too, and from then on it was intensive mugging till 6 plus. (three~ four hours?)



And, I've been playing the same three songs for the past xxx hours, and it helps me concentrate better (and it also helps that two of them are just so soft, you can't hear anything. Its just to block off some noise there I guess)

I was born to love youuuu is VERY addictive!


So yeah, ate some nuggets and left at 7 plus.




Ohyes, YINGJUN and TINGWEI gave me my present today (They thought my bday was overdue LOLOL!) and guess what, its like wrapped in 20+ layers of newspaper. Guess I really had fun unwrapping it (with tape on every layer too). There was a pretty necklace inside :D thankyou ^_^



I'm still lazy to reply to my tags hahahaha.

So in the end, its my friends who are there to remind me to study.


All of a sudden I regret slacking off so much for the past...one year or so.


So if you excuse me, I'm going to study, I'm not sure if there'll be a post tomorrow,

will probably study elsewhere. Not my home, definitely. Its still too early for me to get rid of this...addiction.


This post shall act as a reminder that I've been a lazy bum in the past.
Not anymore, I hope.

Bye, & I'll see you when I do.

Okay I still haven't edited the beach post! (I WILL and MUST do it!)

and if you're the 13333th person (see the counter below the profile) please tag cause i'll have to wait for quite some time before 33333 comes out -__-



Right, so I took my SS and physical geog paper today.


I was really....happy even if I was supposed to be in a pitiful state.
AHA I KNOW! so its true that studying makes you sad!!



See, so I came to school with only impacts and three points under management (in the globalisation chapter) in my head.

Was supposed to study my geog yesterday night but I fell asleep -__- so best man, I came to school with knowledge on the rivers chapter only. I'm lucky this is physical geog (they tested it 123456 times).

Haha, if i were to study this little for human geog...game over. Seriously game over.




So the SS was....I don't know -.- I myself felt quite happy its over, maybe my SBQ will wither and die. Seq was OMGLOL, cause I studied for impacts and it didn't come out, only two points under management came out..HAHAHAHA.

I shouldn't have studied impacts, huh? Then I could've used the time for bio or something. But anyway two pages of crap were written for each essay. I don't care if its crap or whatever they have to give me effort marks!!!!


Right after the paper, I went to the library to zi bi, found leonaquek and ngik there so I studied with them instead.


K so there was around...45 minutes to study two chapters. I'm thanking mdm sim for giving us SO MANY TESTS on these chapters such that they're actually already drilled in, so that's great! Or was it because the paper was easy? gee i really don't know. Terie and I both had half an hour left, I'm quite sure many many people had extra time too.


So anyway, I have to thank my lucky stars that the papers weren't too bad, I..suppose. :/

But I've learnt my lesson I won't do SSS (selective selective studying) anymore (not counting this MYEs) ):



Ya, and went home after that.


Its time to study for bio!


(I REALLY CAN'T STUDY AT HOME DAMMIT SOMEBODY SHOULD TAKE THIS COMPUTER AND MY PIANO AND EVERYTHING AWAY)